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it's worse at night

I have always struggled to quiet my mind. Truth be told, I haven't really worked hard at it and I'm sure if I developed a daily meditation routine I would be better in a few months...but my inability to work at something that doesn't have immediate pay-off is a post for another day.

I usually fall asleep ok. But then, sometime during the night, I wake up. Usually it's to pee or because I've heard a sound that wakes me or the cat is being annoying. It's then that I can't get BACK to sleep - and as most people know, we're not very rational when we're tired. My to-do list suddenly feels horrifyingly overwhelming. The little worries I keep at bay throughout the day loom large.

Sometimes I'm able to put in my headphones and listen to a podcast for a bit to get back to sleep but often, I lay awake fretting for an hour or 2. Sometimes I run through the budget, doing the math in my head and trying to figure out how much we can put into savings each month. Sometimes I run scripts of what I need to say to a work partner, boss, kids or husband. Sometimes it's just general worry - lack of health insurance, Aliyah starting school, you name it....

It's all very frustrating and exhausting and just goes to show how powerful our thoughts are.

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Weblog » Emergent Village » A Time To Reconstruct

A Time To Reconstruct

Posted Jul 18, 08:10 PM | 2 comments | by Amy Moffitt | Link

by Jonathan Brink

Construction workers and window

As I stood in my cheap motel room pouring over the evidence one more time, I felt a strange question arise in my Spirit. “Who else is in the Garden?” At that moment I happened to be standing in front of a mirror, and I caught my own reflection. “Who else is in the Garden?”

“We are,” I said out loud, and mirrors don’t lie. Had we located the problem incorrectly? Did the story present another possibility? The answer was a resounding, “Yes.”

Where the traditional theories had always pointed outward, casting the problem away from humanity, the story actually pointed the problem back at us. The key phrase in the story was, “And they realized they were naked.” Naked was always true but their judgment of it had changed. Created in the image of God, humanity held the capacity to construct a reality different from God’s. We held the capacity to judge the self in a way that was untrue. How then does God convince humanity it is good, when it has convinced itself it is not good?

This new possibility opened up an entirely new way of seeing the story. The problem wasn’t with God. The problem was in me. I need evidence to the contrary. I needed evidence that would release me from my own captive judgments. I needed someone to take my place in my own retributive form of justice, one that could only see guilt.

The cross was not God sending his Son to satisfy the demands of Satan, or to appease his own sense of justice. The cross was God lifting his arms to the world and saying, “This is how far I will go to show you that my original judgment of you was true.” For the first time the Gospel could be framed as a ferocious love. God’s justice was found in the act of mercy. It made sense in a way that seemed to redeem the Gospel. And it was so simple.

excerpt, read it all here emergentvillage.com

I'm still wrestling with my own religious (a-religious) feeling and am not sure where I land on much of it but this is really well said

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me and my baby brother

...at my other brother's wedding in San Diego on Friday

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Introverts unite! (Quietly.) | Psychology Today

I am an introvert.

And, like my fellow introverts, I am sorely misunderstood.

Common wisdom says that America is a nation of extroverts and here, introversion is stigmatized. Parents worry about children who would rather play alone in their rooms than join the gang in the playground. Bookish teenagers are exhorted to break out of their shells. Adults are chastised if they would rather work alone than as team players.

Phooey.

I'm not shy, socially awkward or in any way (that I know of) socially inept. I don't hate people, I'm not unfriendly, I'm not stuck up, and I am perfectly capable of carrying on a conversation. I can even speak in public and do so fairly often. To meet me, you might think I'm extroverted.

LOOOVE!

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Hollywood, Houston, the Kingdom and Sunshine - soupablog

So, aside from the fact that Paul is a friend and there he is with Kevin Bacon and Kyra Sedgwick ... the coolest part of this blog post is what Paul says about "Bidden or not, God is present". The first and only sermon I ever walked out on (with gusto) was when a pastor and my old "boss" said that if good isn't done in the name of Jesus, it's empty works. I find that one of the most offensive and limiting things to say about God.

I don't know what I think about Christianity as an institutionalized religion anymore...I'm giving it all a rest in my tired head and heart...but one thing I do know is that if I ever go back to church, I refuse to go to one that has the notion that nothing good comes from anywhere but Christians.

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Somali militants claim responsibility for Uganda bombings - CNN.com

The U.S. Embassy confirmed the death of one American. An organization that works with children in Uganda identified him as Nate Henn.

In a post on its website, the organization -- Invisible Children -- said Henn was in the country working with Ugandan students. CNN could not independently verify the information.

Sending support and love to Invisible Children - an amazing organization.

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Cavs owner's letter mocked for Comic Sans font

read the story cnn.com

My husband rightly suggested this story to me as one I would appreciate.

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Facebook | In For 10

A grassroots effort to raise money to feed Haitian orphans. $10 is all it takes.

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The Marriage Myth: Why do so many couples divorce? Maybe they just don't know how to be married.

Gottman found that all couples -- those who are happily married into their rocking-chair years and those who divorce before they hit their fifth anniversary -- disagree more or less the same amount. He found that they all argue about the same subjects -- money, kids, time and sex chief among them -- and that for the average couple, 69 percent of those disagreements will be irreconcilable.
read it all here washingtonpost.com

really good stuff

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